One Week

Alright. One week ago today - Greg had to go. We've made it through the toughest week. Today was the pretty hard, just kind of depressing. I don't really know why. I just missed Greg a lot today. I didn't cry nearly as much today as I have other days.

The leaves are starting to change colors. I want to get the house cleaned up and put up the fall decorations tomorrow. I've been slowly working on the house. It's been kind of a difficult process. I've been getting sentimental about the things that Greg left out and all.

We've started the transition process on band of me taking over leading the band and Jim stepping out. So I'm picking the songs now and leading on them. With the instrumentalists we have right now, I've dropped down to just singing.

I start work on Wednesday with a full day orientation. And then I should be working at least reasonably regularly. I still don't know if I was hired as full time or part time. I also have no idea what shift they're going to have me working - although I expect 2nd shift. At this point with Greg's schedule I'd prefer 2nd anyway.

I haven't been running much at all. I think in the last week I ran once. I need to get back in to it and just do it. Before I know it winter will be here and I'll have to run on a treadmill most of the time. It's kind of nice fall weather it would be great running weather. I need to just get out there and do it. Quit being lazy.

I need to keep myself busy. I hear the time goes so much faster when you're busy. And it's not like I don't have a thousand things to keep myself busy. I just haven't felt like doing a whole lot recently. But tomorrow I've decided that I will accomplish things. Wish me luck.

Well, I really need to get going to bed. Later.