Life is just so...

Life is just so... I don't even know what.

I've just got done with my eighth day straight working on my feet on my job in fast food. Thankfully I don't work at the greasy "Would you like fries with that?" shops, but it's still not fun, and it's still fast food (To the joy of it, the 8 days are spread out over two weeks which happen to fall on different pay checks to boot. We get paid every two weeks.) I have a diploma in Medical Assisting and I'm having a pretty difficult time finding a job in Michigan in that industry. I'm next in line if an opening comes up for an Admin Assistant position for a company, but it's a difficult process that the company's going to go through if a position does come up. But the person who's in that position is screwing up and it's affecting the paycheck of those she works with a lot and it's going to be a major problem if it doesn't change soon.

So here I am getting the crap kicked out of me by a really crappy job, that pays really crappy. Fully qualified for another job that's much less crappy and pays better. And on hold for a pretty decent job that pays pretty decent. So there's many levels of hope, but nothings really happening for any of it.

So again... life is just so... I don't know what.